05.12.2003 I was laying in a surgery room, I'd already got a Peridural Anesthesia, I was going to be operated of 2 ovarian tumors. The Anesthesia didn't work so good, they were waiting and I could still feel, so they decided to inject me morphine.
Next thing I know is that I am hovering in the Surgery room, watching the doctors working on my belly, and I thought: "haha they are so dumb, the haven't notice that I am already dead" (or that is what I thought). I don't remember much, I know everything was very beautiful and colorful, I traveled to many places, I was flying so happy, I was so in peace, I was so glad that I had no more pain, no more physical sense, I was happy to don't feel cold, warm, etc. It was amazing. All the time I thought I was dead. I remember the moment I felt I was pulled to my body and my first reaction was "oh noooo no no no no no no please no". When I got into my body and opened my eyes, a nurse was beside me and immediately asked me if I was feeling good. I didn't answer and started crying. She called a Doctor who was in the room and this doctor came and told me she was going to inject me more pain killers nd I said "I have no pain" and she asked: "so why are you crying?". I didn't answer, I couldn't tell her the truth. I was crying because of this intense feeling of being mortal again, being susceptible to be hurt. I hated the fact that I was alive. Of course, after my blood had no more drugs I didn't think this way anymore.
Until this day, every time I told this story I said it was the effect of the drug in my brain, and i always say "I understand why people get addicted to this things", and I make fun but now I understand better and I am sure I was in fact outside of my body. It was the same feeling of having an astral projection or DMT trip.
I want to add, that I've been operated other 7 times after this one and it never happened again.
To read about a recent experience of this kind I had, thanks to the effect of the natural DMT I produce in my brain read: My first DMT trip
