En esta oportunidad les contaré sobre mi experiencia tras haber reportado mi abducción de hace unos días, la que les conté que fue horrible y cuyo título de la entrada es "Espeluznante Abducción".
Aunque aparentemente me han abducido muchas veces, esta vez me traumatizó mucho y sentí la necesidad por primera vez de reportar mi caso. Busqué en google donde reportar un caso de abducción y encontré a MUFON, que ya conocía de la TV. (MUFON: Mutual UFO Network).
El día 9 de agosto del 2018, mismo día de haber sucedido todo, cuando logré calmarme hice un reporte notificando de manera muy resumida mi abducción y además un avistamiento OVNI de 2 días antes de la abducción, el cual nisiquiera mencioné aquí en el blog porque la verdad no fué tan impresionante y no es la primera vez que veo cosas sospechosas.
Hice los 2 reportes, envié Fotos y Videos del avistamiento y ya. No pensé que sucedería nada, solamente supe que era irresponsable de mi parte no comunicar estas cosas, pues mientras más personas informen sobre sus casos más conscientes estamos de lo que está sucediendo, o al menos la humanidad puede usar esa información para investigar y aprender más sobre estas cosas.
Para mi sorpresa, unos días después recibí una llamada de una investigadora de campo de MUFON. Me sorprendí porque me habló en alemán, pensé que MUFON era solo en USA y además mi reporte fué en inglés. Me dijo que le gustaría que hablaramos por videoconferencia en Skype para que profundizaramos mejor en el caso. Hicimos una cita para el fin de semana.
Debo admitir que me sentí incómoda, algo asustada, no sabía que esperar de esa videoconferencia. Acaso su trabajo era presionarme y analizarme para decidir si yo era una charlatana? iba a juzgarme? pensaría que estoy loca? Aparte de tener mis datos personales ahora verán mi rostro, sabrían todo sobre mi. Y si no me cree? me sentiría ridícula.
Llegó el día. A la hora en punto entra la llamada y aparece en la pantalla una señora de mediana edad muy bonita y sonriente saludándome con cariño como si nos conocéramos de antes. En ese justo momento me sentí aliviada. Tuvimos una larga (2 horas) conversación por skype en la que ella fué preguntándome una serie de datos que tenía que recopilar y llenar en un cuestionario. Me quedó claro que ellos trabajan de manera científica y recopilan datos muy detallados y exactos.
Me explicó que luego de tener todos los detalles posibles, ella tiene que investigar muchas cosas como los aviones que pasaban por esa zona a esa hora ese día, los datos del clima para ese momento (nubosidad, viento, visibilidad, otros artefactos que pudieran estar en el cielo, posición del sol (era de tarde), estrellas, etc.) y muchas cosas más.
Lo más importante de todo esto es que ella no sólo me creyó sino que cuando hablamos de los contactos con seres interdimensionales, la produccón de DMT natural y todas las demás cosas "raras" que a mi me suceden, ella vió todo como perfectamente esperable y natural. Me dijo que todas esas cosas vienen juntas y tienen que ver todas una con la otra pues comienztan a sucederle a uno cuando uno eleva su vibración (ver OVNIs, Contactos con otros seres, hablar con los muertos, Viajes astrales) y que hay muchas personas manifestando estas cosas. Me sentí tan aliviada de haber hablado con alguien que entiende y está empapada en estos temas y que no juzga.
Me informó que MUFON tiene la división llamada ERT (Experiencer Research Team) para la cual ella también trabaja y donde inscriben a personas como yo para asignarles una especie de consejero o contacto personal con el cual conversar con regularidad para actualizar las cosas que han pasado y ayudar a MUFON-ETR a continuar la investigación de estos casos. Esa noche me inscribí oficialmente y la misma señora me fué asignada.
Todo eso fué una agradable sorpresa, no sabía que MUFON tenía los recursos para profundizar tanto en los casos y llamar a los que reportan casos. Me sentí y me siento muy bien tratada y hasta cuidada por MUFON y todo esto es gratis claro está. Estoy muy contenta y espero poder ayudar en algo a la investigación de fenómenos de posible explicación extraterrestre/interdimensional/paranormal o lo que sea con las informaciones que pueda aportar en lo adelante.
Soy doctora en medicina, abducida desde mi infancia, contactada por seres que interactúan conmigo de forma interdimensional. En este blog escribo mis experiencias y los mensajes que recibo durante mis meditaciones y contactos. Todo esto y más es posible gracias a la producción de altas cantidades de DMT naturalmente en nuestra glándula pineal. Comienza con la entrada: "Cómo produzco tanta DMT?". Aquí debajo te dejo el link a la LISTA DE TODAS LAS ENTRADDAS DEL BLOG.
jueves, 13 de septiembre de 2018
martes, 11 de septiembre de 2018
Mix of Grey and Reptilian? Rohtopk
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Translated on 11.09.2018 from Spanish from my original post "Mezcla de Gris y Reptiliano? Rohtopk" wrote 09.09.2018.
A couple of weeks ago I was listening to an Audiobook (Magicians of the Gods, Graham Hancock) and kind of dozing very relaxed. The relaxation level I was in, made possible to accumulate a fair amount of DMT in my blood, so when I noticed that, I decided to take advantage of it. I focused on "seeing" like I explained to you guys that I always do in my post "How do I produce so much DMT".
Suddenly appeared a masculine energy being: He was dark green, his skin was rough, he has huge completely black almond shaped eye like the typical "grey alien". But he wasn't the typical grey. This guy didn't have a weak appearance. He was strong, it had muscles and an imponent scary presence.
He was just there staring at me like waiting for me to decide if I wanted to talk to him or something.
I asked him "who are you?", he answered something like Rohtopk (it sounded like Rooooohtopk).
His voice was the opposite of what I was expecting from this guy. It was like an artificial/electrical/robotic version of the voice of a little pixie or elf. Kind of childish.
I don't know what he wanted. I asked him if he had good intentions and I felt he didn't understand the question. I was really scared because he had a kind of evil appearance.
I insisted and asked again if he was trying to hurt me but he didn't react. He never answered me and never said anything.
I couldn't stop fearing, I couldn't trust him. I tried, I told myself I have no right to judge him because of his appearance. I told myself that he did nothing to me, but I just couldn't help it, I was afraid of him.
In these cases when a being appears and I fear, they just go away in a few seconds, but not this time! This guy waited for me for about 20 Minutes until I decided to stop that, stand up and do something else.
Since this day (since about to weeks) there's an "interference" or something wrong with my phone. Sometimes there's a sound like an electric bird screaming which I only can hear using my earphones and no matter if I am using an app that produces sound or not using anything (Spotyfi, Youtube, Audible, etc.). The 3 weird facts about this sounds are: 1. It sounds in only 1 side of the earphones, no matter which one but never the two of them 2. It only happens if I am in a relaxed state of mind (never like cooking and listening to music or something like that) 3. After I changed my earphones this situation didn't change. The sounds are never the same, I can't explain it but it's compatible with a kind of communication.
ACTUALIZATION:
When I wrote this post the situation with my phone was happening for around 2 weeks with no changes. Well, the night after writing it something changed.
After writing this post I went to sleep and my phone was laying on the bed with no earphones connected. As I lay down next to my phone it made the sound again! for the first time with no earphones, just like that. I didn't touch it or anything. I concentrated myself to ask "who's doing that?" and started meditating. A being appeared and told things to me and showed things to me. I was so excited to write everything down! The next morning I woke up remembering every detail and like 1 hour later, as I wanted to sit down and write everything, it was gone! As if someone deleted all this information from my brain. I'm still trying to remember. I know there was nothing negative in what I saw and learned.
Translated on 11.09.2018 from Spanish from my original post "Mezcla de Gris y Reptiliano? Rohtopk" wrote 09.09.2018.
A couple of weeks ago I was listening to an Audiobook (Magicians of the Gods, Graham Hancock) and kind of dozing very relaxed. The relaxation level I was in, made possible to accumulate a fair amount of DMT in my blood, so when I noticed that, I decided to take advantage of it. I focused on "seeing" like I explained to you guys that I always do in my post "How do I produce so much DMT".
Suddenly appeared a masculine energy being: He was dark green, his skin was rough, he has huge completely black almond shaped eye like the typical "grey alien". But he wasn't the typical grey. This guy didn't have a weak appearance. He was strong, it had muscles and an imponent scary presence.
He was just there staring at me like waiting for me to decide if I wanted to talk to him or something.
I asked him "who are you?", he answered something like Rohtopk (it sounded like Rooooohtopk).
His voice was the opposite of what I was expecting from this guy. It was like an artificial/electrical/robotic version of the voice of a little pixie or elf. Kind of childish.
I don't know what he wanted. I asked him if he had good intentions and I felt he didn't understand the question. I was really scared because he had a kind of evil appearance.
I insisted and asked again if he was trying to hurt me but he didn't react. He never answered me and never said anything.
I couldn't stop fearing, I couldn't trust him. I tried, I told myself I have no right to judge him because of his appearance. I told myself that he did nothing to me, but I just couldn't help it, I was afraid of him.
In these cases when a being appears and I fear, they just go away in a few seconds, but not this time! This guy waited for me for about 20 Minutes until I decided to stop that, stand up and do something else.
Since this day (since about to weeks) there's an "interference" or something wrong with my phone. Sometimes there's a sound like an electric bird screaming which I only can hear using my earphones and no matter if I am using an app that produces sound or not using anything (Spotyfi, Youtube, Audible, etc.). The 3 weird facts about this sounds are: 1. It sounds in only 1 side of the earphones, no matter which one but never the two of them 2. It only happens if I am in a relaxed state of mind (never like cooking and listening to music or something like that) 3. After I changed my earphones this situation didn't change. The sounds are never the same, I can't explain it but it's compatible with a kind of communication.
ACTUALIZATION:
When I wrote this post the situation with my phone was happening for around 2 weeks with no changes. Well, the night after writing it something changed.
After writing this post I went to sleep and my phone was laying on the bed with no earphones connected. As I lay down next to my phone it made the sound again! for the first time with no earphones, just like that. I didn't touch it or anything. I concentrated myself to ask "who's doing that?" and started meditating. A being appeared and told things to me and showed things to me. I was so excited to write everything down! The next morning I woke up remembering every detail and like 1 hour later, as I wanted to sit down and write everything, it was gone! As if someone deleted all this information from my brain. I'm still trying to remember. I know there was nothing negative in what I saw and learned.
The source of everything, creating everything
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Translated on 10.09.2018 from Spanish from my original post "La fuente de todo lo que existe creando todo lo que existe" wrote 16.08.2018.
Something I don't use to do, but when I do it, something happens, is: to sleep during the day. Today I went for a nap and I can't even remember why. I didn't meditate or anything, but if you read the entries of the last days, you know that I'm producing a lot of DMT since a horrible event happened to me a week ago.
I found myself inside what I call "the source" of everything that exists (God, the sphere of dazzling darkness). You can read more about it by clicking here. I've been there a couple of times before and I've written about it but this is the first time I can remember how it looks inside, which I don't believe I can fairly describe (let just say it was like a pulsing and changing energy that is alive and contains everything that exists).
I started getting away from the center to the outside and an information appeared in my mind at the same time that it was shown to me graphically: "the more you get away from the source, the more creation there is". The more I moved away, the more things I saw being created and spreading from a lot of energy arms from the sphere to the outside. "The center of the Source is so intense and concentrated that there's no space to materialize things. It has to expand in order to be able to leave creation spreading all over during the expansion".
Imagine a Long Play (LP)
Translated on 10.09.2018 from Spanish from my original post "La fuente de todo lo que existe creando todo lo que existe" wrote 16.08.2018.
Something I don't use to do, but when I do it, something happens, is: to sleep during the day. Today I went for a nap and I can't even remember why. I didn't meditate or anything, but if you read the entries of the last days, you know that I'm producing a lot of DMT since a horrible event happened to me a week ago.
I found myself inside what I call "the source" of everything that exists (God, the sphere of dazzling darkness). You can read more about it by clicking here. I've been there a couple of times before and I've written about it but this is the first time I can remember how it looks inside, which I don't believe I can fairly describe (let just say it was like a pulsing and changing energy that is alive and contains everything that exists).
I started getting away from the center to the outside and an information appeared in my mind at the same time that it was shown to me graphically: "the more you get away from the source, the more creation there is". The more I moved away, the more things I saw being created and spreading from a lot of energy arms from the sphere to the outside. "The center of the Source is so intense and concentrated that there's no space to materialize things. It has to expand in order to be able to leave creation spreading all over during the expansion".
Imagine a Long Play (LP)
At the center of the LP there's no music recorded. As you get away from the center the music starts and there's more and more surface the farther away from the center you are. Well, the same with the source but in 4 dimensions (Height, width, depth and time). A few days ago I got the information that we're living in the 4th dimension because the time needed to move within the other 3 dimensions is also a dimension, which many people don't take into account.
I feel the necessity of explaining again in more details what I saw: As I was moving from the center to the outside and getting really far away from the sphere, I saw like arms of creating energy creating millions of Galaxies --> Stars --> Planets --> People --> Houses --> Flowers --> Cells... like the more far away it gets the more little and detailed things I saw.
A part of me was complaining "I don't want to get far away from the source, I want to be closer", but I continued being shown that if the source doesn't expand, if it doesn't use its freedom, there's no creation.
In the past, I've seen Energy getting into the source, myself and other beings in a non-physical state. I've seen myself going into the source after dying to a process of purification but I never saw anything getting out of it like this time. It would make sense if everything that gets in, get out again. Maybe every piece of energy that gets out to experience things, comes again to bring back the information and download it to the source.
lunes, 10 de septiembre de 2018
Reptilian Abductors? (actualization of my post "Horrifying Abduction")
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For those who already read my post "Horrifying Abduction" about the experience that caused the most horrible day of my life.
-This is the translation of my original post "Reptilianos Abductores" from 14.08.2018.
After 9 hours of a constant panic attack, I realized my blood sugar was very low, which can cause my panic, other symptoms I had and more: tremors, sweats, panic, dizziness, paranoia, fainting, coma, death.
I suffer from late Dumping Syndrome which causes low blood sugar episodes. Sometimes I can't think clearly because of the lack of Glucose in my brain so I didn't eat anything and I didn't think about it this day because I thought it's normal to be so scared after what happened to me this morning. I'm not saying I imagined all, I'm saying the Panic and the feeling they were trying to get me back the whole day maybe was because of my blood sugar levels.
It's possible that I literally was 9 hours in danger of death. I am used to having these "Dumpings" really often. Sometimes my levels are around 35mg/dL which for other people who aren't used to this, would be fatal. I'm a medical doctor myself and know how close to dying I was this day.
Anyways after recovering myself be eating Dextrosa-Pills and eating pizza, I went to sleep and immediately after closing my eyes I started seeing images, no meditation needed, just Like that. I was begging to be lived alone, I really needed calm after what happened so I told them in my mind to live me alone or at least tell me who are they or why are they doing this to me.
A young woman appeared in front of me (To all this my eyes are closed, like always), she started tearing off her skin, hair, everything. I was so confused, like, wtf is happening? She took all of her skin off and below that, it was a reptilian being, green with some yellow and purple parts, mainly in the center of his/her body. It wasn't very strong, it was kind of thin and stylized. It wasn't ugly I have to say.
I've been trying to find a good picture but I don't find any. It was way more humanoid and thin than the one on the picture. And the colors are wrong. It didn't say anything. After that, I can't remember anything else. I woke up the next day feeling strong, healthy, relaxed and I for the next days I've been extremely "connected" as I call it. I have extreme much DMT in my blood these days.
For those who already read my post "Horrifying Abduction" about the experience that caused the most horrible day of my life.
-This is the translation of my original post "Reptilianos Abductores" from 14.08.2018.
After 9 hours of a constant panic attack, I realized my blood sugar was very low, which can cause my panic, other symptoms I had and more: tremors, sweats, panic, dizziness, paranoia, fainting, coma, death.
I suffer from late Dumping Syndrome which causes low blood sugar episodes. Sometimes I can't think clearly because of the lack of Glucose in my brain so I didn't eat anything and I didn't think about it this day because I thought it's normal to be so scared after what happened to me this morning. I'm not saying I imagined all, I'm saying the Panic and the feeling they were trying to get me back the whole day maybe was because of my blood sugar levels.
It's possible that I literally was 9 hours in danger of death. I am used to having these "Dumpings" really often. Sometimes my levels are around 35mg/dL which for other people who aren't used to this, would be fatal. I'm a medical doctor myself and know how close to dying I was this day.
Anyways after recovering myself be eating Dextrosa-Pills and eating pizza, I went to sleep and immediately after closing my eyes I started seeing images, no meditation needed, just Like that. I was begging to be lived alone, I really needed calm after what happened so I told them in my mind to live me alone or at least tell me who are they or why are they doing this to me.
A young woman appeared in front of me (To all this my eyes are closed, like always), she started tearing off her skin, hair, everything. I was so confused, like, wtf is happening? She took all of her skin off and below that, it was a reptilian being, green with some yellow and purple parts, mainly in the center of his/her body. It wasn't very strong, it was kind of thin and stylized. It wasn't ugly I have to say.
Alien Abduction?
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Translated from my original post in Spanish on 10.09.2018., happened on 31.01.2017.
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This time you are going to really believe I'm crazy! LOL. No, what I'm about to tell you is nothing I can assure, but this is what happened yesterday:
I was lying on the bed with a very strong back pain. I had no back pain until now since I was healed by Mirena, the blue arcturian the last time I was in pain.
I took a pill for the pain, which had a combination of anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxant. Because of this pill, I fall into deep relaxation very fast and noticed that I was going to have "a good one" DMT trip.
I started seeing colors and then faces. Then I saw non-human face. It was a typical "grey alien". This was the first time in my life I saw a grey Alien during an altered state of consciousness (meditative deep relaxation in this case).
I found myself in a very realistic, negative dream. I was running, screaming, I was trying to escape. A "person" came to me and told me to come with him, he had my husband's face, but I knew it wasn't my husband. He didn't have his hair, body or voice. He grabbed me by my arms and pulled me to go with him and I'm trying to don't go. At some point, I noticed I was only seeing what they wanted me to see (like the face of my husband and this places I was in, looking like the street where my parents live). I think to myself "this is BS, I need to see where I really am" and it happened, This illusion broke and I find myself lying on a kind of table, with a huge lamp over me like in a surgery room. I am paralyzed, I can't move. I hear beeps and different sounds very similar (but not exactly) to the monitors in a ICU (Intensive Care Unit, in hospitals).
Then I heard a kind of robotic voices saying something from what I only remember the last words "...for input" or "...for improve", I'm not sure. And then this "person" which face I couldn't see because of the light on my face, put a pencil-like-device close to my left eye and it gave me an electrical shock that sent me aggressively back to my sofa, to my body (I have the feeling that my body never left the sofa but like that I had another body out there...). I landed or jumped on my sofa because I felt as I landed from being dropped from about 20cm.
I will never forget the sounds of this room or the voice of this guy. And I can't swear that this wasn't just a dream but it felt extremely real. If this happened, I'm sure these guys have a technology that makes you see what they want, in order to prevent you from seeing what they are doing to us.
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Translated from my original post in Spanish on 10.09.2018., happened on 31.01.2017.
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This time you are going to really believe I'm crazy! LOL. No, what I'm about to tell you is nothing I can assure, but this is what happened yesterday:
I was lying on the bed with a very strong back pain. I had no back pain until now since I was healed by Mirena, the blue arcturian the last time I was in pain.
I took a pill for the pain, which had a combination of anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxant. Because of this pill, I fall into deep relaxation very fast and noticed that I was going to have "a good one" DMT trip.
I started seeing colors and then faces. Then I saw non-human face. It was a typical "grey alien". This was the first time in my life I saw a grey Alien during an altered state of consciousness (meditative deep relaxation in this case).
I found myself in a very realistic, negative dream. I was running, screaming, I was trying to escape. A "person" came to me and told me to come with him, he had my husband's face, but I knew it wasn't my husband. He didn't have his hair, body or voice. He grabbed me by my arms and pulled me to go with him and I'm trying to don't go. At some point, I noticed I was only seeing what they wanted me to see (like the face of my husband and this places I was in, looking like the street where my parents live). I think to myself "this is BS, I need to see where I really am" and it happened, This illusion broke and I find myself lying on a kind of table, with a huge lamp over me like in a surgery room. I am paralyzed, I can't move. I hear beeps and different sounds very similar (but not exactly) to the monitors in a ICU (Intensive Care Unit, in hospitals).
Then I heard a kind of robotic voices saying something from what I only remember the last words "...for input" or "...for improve", I'm not sure. And then this "person" which face I couldn't see because of the light on my face, put a pencil-like-device close to my left eye and it gave me an electrical shock that sent me aggressively back to my sofa, to my body (I have the feeling that my body never left the sofa but like that I had another body out there...). I landed or jumped on my sofa because I felt as I landed from being dropped from about 20cm.
I will never forget the sounds of this room or the voice of this guy. And I can't swear that this wasn't just a dream but it felt extremely real. If this happened, I'm sure these guys have a technology that makes you see what they want, in order to prevent you from seeing what they are doing to us.
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domingo, 9 de septiembre de 2018
Mensajes Visuales: Rotación de los polos de la tierra.
Esto sucedió el 08.08.2018.
Todo comenzó anoche mirando un documental acerca de Nikola Tesla, en algún momento fuí invadida por un pensamiento gráfico que me hizo pausar el documental para poder verlo mejor. Se me presentaron imágenes en las que cientos de naves extraterrestres marchaban al rededor de toda la tierra y toda la gente estaba en pánico. Mi amiga Mirena se acercó en su nave y me dijo que subiera con ella y fuimos a buscar a mis familiares. Me explicó que el los polos de la tierra van a rotar agresivamente y que todas esas naves iban a estar recogiendo a cientos de miles de personas para llevarnos a un lugar seguro hasta que la tierra volviera a ser habitable cuando se estabilizara.
Mirena me explicó que esto sucede cada cierto tiempo y que algunas comunidades de otros planetas siempre vienen a rescatar personas, animales y muchas cosas de este planeta durante esa fase. Me llegó a la mente lo del "arrebatamiento" que algunas religiones mencionan. No se si eso salió de mi, o si me lo dió como referencia mirena.
Esa imagen se terminó y no estaba segura de si era mi extremadamente activa imaginación o alguna especie de mensaje de algo que va a suceder. Poco después me fuí a dormir pero tuve insomnio varias horas. En algún punto logré dormirme y cuando desperté por la mañana sucedió la experiencia ás espeluznante que jamás haya vivido.
Todo comenzó anoche mirando un documental acerca de Nikola Tesla, en algún momento fuí invadida por un pensamiento gráfico que me hizo pausar el documental para poder verlo mejor. Se me presentaron imágenes en las que cientos de naves extraterrestres marchaban al rededor de toda la tierra y toda la gente estaba en pánico. Mi amiga Mirena se acercó en su nave y me dijo que subiera con ella y fuimos a buscar a mis familiares. Me explicó que el los polos de la tierra van a rotar agresivamente y que todas esas naves iban a estar recogiendo a cientos de miles de personas para llevarnos a un lugar seguro hasta que la tierra volviera a ser habitable cuando se estabilizara.
Mirena me explicó que esto sucede cada cierto tiempo y que algunas comunidades de otros planetas siempre vienen a rescatar personas, animales y muchas cosas de este planeta durante esa fase. Me llegó a la mente lo del "arrebatamiento" que algunas religiones mencionan. No se si eso salió de mi, o si me lo dió como referencia mirena.
Esa imagen se terminó y no estaba segura de si era mi extremadamente activa imaginación o alguna especie de mensaje de algo que va a suceder. Poco después me fuí a dormir pero tuve insomnio varias horas. En algún punto logré dormirme y cuando desperté por la mañana sucedió la experiencia ás espeluznante que jamás haya vivido.
Mezcla de Gris y Reptiliano? Rohtopk
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Hace aprox. 2 Semanas estaba descansando y dormitando mientras escuchaba un audiolibro (Magicians of the Gods by Graham Hancock). El estado de relajación en el que me encontraba sin quedar dormida me permito acumular una cantidad suficiente de DMT, de modo que cuando me di cuenta de esto me concentré en "ver", como les expliqué en mi post sobre como produzco tanta DMT.
En eso apareció un ser verde oscuro, de ojos negros almendrados. Parecía una mezcla de Gris y Reptiliano. Era imponente, no era el típico gris delgado y de apariencia frágil. Este esta grande, fuerte, verde oscuro, de piel rugosa. Me miraba fíjamente como esperando que yo decidiera si quería comunicarme con él o no. Le pregunté quien es y me dijo algo así como Rohtopk (más bien sonó como Rooootopk, lo que hice fué agregar una "h" para crear el efecto de alargar la "o" como se hace en el idioma alemán, que es mi segundo idioma). Su voz era lo contratio a lo que se esperaría de su apariencia. Era una voz como de eléctrica, artificial pero también como de duendecillo de caricatura. Digamos que "Infantil y robótica".
No se que quería. Le pregunté si tenía buenas intenciones conmigo pero no pareció entender mi pregunta. Yo tenía mucho miedo porque el se veía algo "malévolo". Insistí y le pregunté que quería de mi, si iba a hacerme daño y nunca contestó.
No pude dejar de temerle, no pude confiar en él, lo intenté pero simplemente su presencia me llenaba profundamente de miedo y desconfianza. En casos así, en los que no logro perder el miedo y no acepto un contacto, normalmente ellos se van tras unos segundos pero esa vez no! Este ser me esperó durante aprox. 20 minutos. No dijo nada, no se movió de allí, simplemente aveces se hacía menos claramente visible y aveces totalmente nítido (no él a si mismo, sino que yo bajaba mi cantidad de DMT para no tener que verlo tan nítido constantemente). Trataba de calmarme y de decidir si aceptaba irme con el o dejar que el me hablara, pero no pude, ese ser no me inspiraba nada bueno. Al mismo tiempo me repetía a mi misma que yo no tenía ningúna razón para desconfiar de él, que él no me había hecho nada, que yo no tenía que juzgarlo por su apariencia. Al fin y al cabo decidí levantarme y continuar mi día.
A partir de ahí y hasta la fecha (a hoy, aprox. 2 semanas), tengo una "interferencia" en mi móvil cuando tengo los audífonos puestos, de vez en cuando se escuchan sonidos extraños como eléctricos y al mismo tiempo como si un ave estuviera chillando. Esto sucede sin importar si no estoy escuchando algo o no, simplemente con los audífonos puestos esté o no esté usando algún programa que produzca sonido como Spotify, Audible, Youtube. Cada vez que suena esta "ave eléctrica" produce sonidos diferentes, lo que escucho es compatible con una posible forma de comunicación. Aveces suena en el lado derecho y aveces en el izquierdo de mis audífonos, nunca en ambos. hace un par de días cambié los audífonos y con los nuevos ha seguido sucediendo igual. Claro que también podría ser un fallo en mi teléfono móvil, pero esto sólo sucede cuando estoy en un estado de relajación y hasta ahora nunca ha sucedido cuando escucho música mientras cocino, limpio la casa o algo así. Extraño, no lo creen?
ACTUALIZACIÓN:
Aún cuando la situación con mi teléfono móvil tenía 2 semanas sucediendo sin cambios, antes de anoche tras escribir este post e irme a la cama hubo un cambio. Por primera vez mi teléfono produjo uno de esos sonidos sin tener los audífonos conectados. El móvil estaba encima de la cama y yo me acosté en ese momento a su lado y luego hizo ese sonido de "ave eléctrica". Lo siguiente que sucedió fué que un ser apareció y me contó algo y me mostro cosas. Estaba muy emocionada y ansiosa por escribir TODO aqui pero luego de despertar por la mañana y recordarlo todo perfectamente, simplemente se desvaneció de mi cerebro como si hubiese sido borrado intencionalmente aprox. 1 hora después de levantarme.
Hace aprox. 2 Semanas estaba descansando y dormitando mientras escuchaba un audiolibro (Magicians of the Gods by Graham Hancock). El estado de relajación en el que me encontraba sin quedar dormida me permito acumular una cantidad suficiente de DMT, de modo que cuando me di cuenta de esto me concentré en "ver", como les expliqué en mi post sobre como produzco tanta DMT.
En eso apareció un ser verde oscuro, de ojos negros almendrados. Parecía una mezcla de Gris y Reptiliano. Era imponente, no era el típico gris delgado y de apariencia frágil. Este esta grande, fuerte, verde oscuro, de piel rugosa. Me miraba fíjamente como esperando que yo decidiera si quería comunicarme con él o no. Le pregunté quien es y me dijo algo así como Rohtopk (más bien sonó como Rooootopk, lo que hice fué agregar una "h" para crear el efecto de alargar la "o" como se hace en el idioma alemán, que es mi segundo idioma). Su voz era lo contratio a lo que se esperaría de su apariencia. Era una voz como de eléctrica, artificial pero también como de duendecillo de caricatura. Digamos que "Infantil y robótica".
No se que quería. Le pregunté si tenía buenas intenciones conmigo pero no pareció entender mi pregunta. Yo tenía mucho miedo porque el se veía algo "malévolo". Insistí y le pregunté que quería de mi, si iba a hacerme daño y nunca contestó.
No pude dejar de temerle, no pude confiar en él, lo intenté pero simplemente su presencia me llenaba profundamente de miedo y desconfianza. En casos así, en los que no logro perder el miedo y no acepto un contacto, normalmente ellos se van tras unos segundos pero esa vez no! Este ser me esperó durante aprox. 20 minutos. No dijo nada, no se movió de allí, simplemente aveces se hacía menos claramente visible y aveces totalmente nítido (no él a si mismo, sino que yo bajaba mi cantidad de DMT para no tener que verlo tan nítido constantemente). Trataba de calmarme y de decidir si aceptaba irme con el o dejar que el me hablara, pero no pude, ese ser no me inspiraba nada bueno. Al mismo tiempo me repetía a mi misma que yo no tenía ningúna razón para desconfiar de él, que él no me había hecho nada, que yo no tenía que juzgarlo por su apariencia. Al fin y al cabo decidí levantarme y continuar mi día.
A partir de ahí y hasta la fecha (a hoy, aprox. 2 semanas), tengo una "interferencia" en mi móvil cuando tengo los audífonos puestos, de vez en cuando se escuchan sonidos extraños como eléctricos y al mismo tiempo como si un ave estuviera chillando. Esto sucede sin importar si no estoy escuchando algo o no, simplemente con los audífonos puestos esté o no esté usando algún programa que produzca sonido como Spotify, Audible, Youtube. Cada vez que suena esta "ave eléctrica" produce sonidos diferentes, lo que escucho es compatible con una posible forma de comunicación. Aveces suena en el lado derecho y aveces en el izquierdo de mis audífonos, nunca en ambos. hace un par de días cambié los audífonos y con los nuevos ha seguido sucediendo igual. Claro que también podría ser un fallo en mi teléfono móvil, pero esto sólo sucede cuando estoy en un estado de relajación y hasta ahora nunca ha sucedido cuando escucho música mientras cocino, limpio la casa o algo así. Extraño, no lo creen?
ACTUALIZACIÓN:
Aún cuando la situación con mi teléfono móvil tenía 2 semanas sucediendo sin cambios, antes de anoche tras escribir este post e irme a la cama hubo un cambio. Por primera vez mi teléfono produjo uno de esos sonidos sin tener los audífonos conectados. El móvil estaba encima de la cama y yo me acosté en ese momento a su lado y luego hizo ese sonido de "ave eléctrica". Lo siguiente que sucedió fué que un ser apareció y me contó algo y me mostro cosas. Estaba muy emocionada y ansiosa por escribir TODO aqui pero luego de despertar por la mañana y recordarlo todo perfectamente, simplemente se desvaneció de mi cerebro como si hubiese sido borrado intencionalmente aprox. 1 hora después de levantarme.
Horrifying abduction
Translated today 09.09.2018 from my original entry (Espeluznante Abducción) originally wrote in Spanish. Happened on 09.08.2018.
This one was by far the most horrifying incident of my life. I just came back from this experience and I'm still shaking. I had to write it immediately before I forget details as the minutes pass, which is common after this kind of events.
My alarm woke me up at 7am but I didn't have to stand up today so I decided to go back to sleep. As I closed my eyes I realized I had a lot of DMT on my blood because I started seeing images. I don't remember if the -well known- tunnel appeared or not. Next thing I remember is that I find myself consciously "trapped" in a kind of very realistic nightmare, very negative, uncomfortable. I already forgot how it started but here is what I remember:
I am standing, with open arms, tied to the back of a kind of Pick-Up or truck or something like that, we're driving on a street. I am naked, I'm not paralyzed, I can move a little, not much because my hands and feet are tied. I have this weird artificial feeling of "not being there against my will" even though I know I am tied and I don't know where I am. I'm not alone, next to me are two "Nurses" who have familiar faces (2 friends of me), but I KNOW there aren't my friends. This is something that happens often to me in this kind of experiences. They make me see familiar faces and don't let me see "them" as they really look.
The nurses are doing something close to me all the time and they have a kind of tray, like a surgical. They make me see weird things on the tray, like food, but they change all the time and look like if I would be watching a kind of cartoon. Sometimes there's like sushi, and then chicken, next second rice, and they are all the time doing something there, putting things inside the tray and taking things from the tray. They sometimes put things inside my mouth and I told them I am allergic to shrimps and every seafood, that if they make me eat them I will die. Then a cartoon looking dog put something in my mouth, after that I wasn't feeling good and then I noticed I was in trouble.
I couldn't breathe normally, I felt a pressure over my upper lip, I thought it was swelling. I told them to give me Adrenaline. I told them "I told you I am allergic, I probably have an anaphylactic reaction! I need epinephrine/adrenaline!". I told them I am a doctor and they should do what I say or I'm going to die. Their reaction was like if they don't know what Adrenaline is. They started moving fast and messy, looking for something inside a kind of briefcase and doing things to me and they told me "we don't have that". I had the feeling they do not even know what Adrenaline is so I got angry and screamed at them "how is this possible? you are nurses! and why do you even have this briefcase there if you don't have the basics?" (I thought it was like an emergency kit).
This health situation went on only for 1 or 2 minutes, I started feeling better and then I noticed I wasn't on the street tied to a Pick-Up. I was laying and tied to a kind of table with cables going from my body to some machines that sounded with different kinds of beeps. This remembered me another experience I had not long ago, I recognized the sounds, they are the same, I've been there before and I wrote about it but I haven't translated it this other post (<- Click to read in Spanish).
I observed where I really was for a couple of seconds and then I was again on this other situation they wanted me to see, on the pick-up. I knew I wasn't really there and I knew these nurses weren't nurses. They were a little far away now. I wasn't tied anymore, I walked a little bit and I saw accidents and uncomfortable things and every people I saw had the faces of family members of mine. I tried hard to stop this "dream" because I knew I wasn't there so after a couple of seconds I made it. To my surprise I wasn't back to my body on my bed, what happened is, that this fictional images/situation they wanted me to see disappeared and didn't come back, I was conscious and clear-minded, lying on this table in this "Hospital's ICU-like room". The "nurses" were a little far away, in# another room. I could see them through a kind of opening, like a door. They were working on something there, looking down and doing something, probably to another person. I never stopped seeing them as "nurses".
I focused on my near surroundings. I noticed I had something tied to my left hand. It looked like a little pocket calculator, black, with a little screen with changing numbers on it. I noticed the bigger devices with lots of cables, some of then coming from me.
As you can imagine, I was EXTREMELY scared. I wanted to untie myself, I wanted to run away from there. I started moving, trying to break these things that kept my hands tied. I wasn't tied in a way that kept me really close to the bed, but with some kind of freedom. The more time (just seconds, my impression) that passed, the more I realize I know the place and I know things, like: "the key of getting out of here is this device in my left hand" and "They actually cannot keep me here if I want to go".
Next thing I did was to tell them that I am against being tied there, that I am going back! I continued fighting with the ties and bit something that was close to my head, really really tight with my teeth to gain more support to pull my arms with more strength and then I started to squeeze the device my left hand and pull and pull, and I felt I was going to make it. To all this, there was a voice that insistently said "change program! change program! change program!". The more I was fighting, the more it repeated "change program!", but nobody touched me, nobody tried to stop me. I got the information put to my mind, that I shouldn't do this, that they weren't done with me, that they were working on me, that they need to reprogram me. This was the most frightening situation of all this, I not even want to know they meant.
The voice saying "change program" wasn't unknown to me. It was the exact robotic voice that told me "for input" in the same very similar experience I mentioned before, after what a "person" put a little device on my left eye that electrified me and sent me with an electric shock back to my sofa.
Well, I made it. In the middle of the pulling, fighting and biting I suddenly detached from this place and I felt I was "absorbed" to my body, Like if my body had been there all the time but not my soul. I felt I joined my body with an aggression as if I just had an electrical shock that woke me up. I was in a panic, I was afraid that there would be consequences for me because I "escaped". I checked my body to see if it was me, saw my dog and I felt relieved that it was my dog and not someone else's. Like if it could be possible that I fail going back to my body and could have landed on someone else's body or in another parallel universe. Does it make sense? I have no idea why I had this feeling.
I noticed I had a bruise on my right leg (I will put the photo later if I find it) and many scratches. I was naked. I was so extremely tired, almost unbearably tired, I closed my eyes for a second and I immediately started seeing a wall which had an unknown language carved on it (also nothing new). Then, a very intense buzzing on my ears and inside my head "attacked me" and I knew they were trying to take me back. I was so scared like never before in my life. I almost felt I couldn't avoid it, it was so strong. I told them "I won't go back! Leave me alone!". That happened many times that day. Sometimes I thought I was going to lose it. I was in a panic for the whole day until about 19:00 hrs or so after I finally eat something. I think I had low blood sugar levels which explain the feeling of almost faint sometimes and the panic.
My thoughts right now (wrote about 10am):
1. I will never ever in my life sleep again
2. I'm afraid to watch see myself in the mirror
3. When I finally calm down, I would like to analyze all of this from a more rational approach
4. I'm afraid of everything
5. I need to talk to someone that can help me understand. I don't want to be alone (my husband was working out of the city this week)
6. I would prefer to don't know that this happened, this is too much
The next day, I wrote the actualization with more information and what happened the night after the abduction. I will translate it soon.
This one was by far the most horrifying incident of my life. I just came back from this experience and I'm still shaking. I had to write it immediately before I forget details as the minutes pass, which is common after this kind of events.
My alarm woke me up at 7am but I didn't have to stand up today so I decided to go back to sleep. As I closed my eyes I realized I had a lot of DMT on my blood because I started seeing images. I don't remember if the -well known- tunnel appeared or not. Next thing I remember is that I find myself consciously "trapped" in a kind of very realistic nightmare, very negative, uncomfortable. I already forgot how it started but here is what I remember:
I am standing, with open arms, tied to the back of a kind of Pick-Up or truck or something like that, we're driving on a street. I am naked, I'm not paralyzed, I can move a little, not much because my hands and feet are tied. I have this weird artificial feeling of "not being there against my will" even though I know I am tied and I don't know where I am. I'm not alone, next to me are two "Nurses" who have familiar faces (2 friends of me), but I KNOW there aren't my friends. This is something that happens often to me in this kind of experiences. They make me see familiar faces and don't let me see "them" as they really look.
The nurses are doing something close to me all the time and they have a kind of tray, like a surgical. They make me see weird things on the tray, like food, but they change all the time and look like if I would be watching a kind of cartoon. Sometimes there's like sushi, and then chicken, next second rice, and they are all the time doing something there, putting things inside the tray and taking things from the tray. They sometimes put things inside my mouth and I told them I am allergic to shrimps and every seafood, that if they make me eat them I will die. Then a cartoon looking dog put something in my mouth, after that I wasn't feeling good and then I noticed I was in trouble.
I couldn't breathe normally, I felt a pressure over my upper lip, I thought it was swelling. I told them to give me Adrenaline. I told them "I told you I am allergic, I probably have an anaphylactic reaction! I need epinephrine/adrenaline!". I told them I am a doctor and they should do what I say or I'm going to die. Their reaction was like if they don't know what Adrenaline is. They started moving fast and messy, looking for something inside a kind of briefcase and doing things to me and they told me "we don't have that". I had the feeling they do not even know what Adrenaline is so I got angry and screamed at them "how is this possible? you are nurses! and why do you even have this briefcase there if you don't have the basics?" (I thought it was like an emergency kit).
This health situation went on only for 1 or 2 minutes, I started feeling better and then I noticed I wasn't on the street tied to a Pick-Up. I was laying and tied to a kind of table with cables going from my body to some machines that sounded with different kinds of beeps. This remembered me another experience I had not long ago, I recognized the sounds, they are the same, I've been there before and I wrote about it but I haven't translated it this other post (<- Click to read in Spanish).
I observed where I really was for a couple of seconds and then I was again on this other situation they wanted me to see, on the pick-up. I knew I wasn't really there and I knew these nurses weren't nurses. They were a little far away now. I wasn't tied anymore, I walked a little bit and I saw accidents and uncomfortable things and every people I saw had the faces of family members of mine. I tried hard to stop this "dream" because I knew I wasn't there so after a couple of seconds I made it. To my surprise I wasn't back to my body on my bed, what happened is, that this fictional images/situation they wanted me to see disappeared and didn't come back, I was conscious and clear-minded, lying on this table in this "Hospital's ICU-like room". The "nurses" were a little far away, in# another room. I could see them through a kind of opening, like a door. They were working on something there, looking down and doing something, probably to another person. I never stopped seeing them as "nurses".
I focused on my near surroundings. I noticed I had something tied to my left hand. It looked like a little pocket calculator, black, with a little screen with changing numbers on it. I noticed the bigger devices with lots of cables, some of then coming from me.
As you can imagine, I was EXTREMELY scared. I wanted to untie myself, I wanted to run away from there. I started moving, trying to break these things that kept my hands tied. I wasn't tied in a way that kept me really close to the bed, but with some kind of freedom. The more time (just seconds, my impression) that passed, the more I realize I know the place and I know things, like: "the key of getting out of here is this device in my left hand" and "They actually cannot keep me here if I want to go".
Next thing I did was to tell them that I am against being tied there, that I am going back! I continued fighting with the ties and bit something that was close to my head, really really tight with my teeth to gain more support to pull my arms with more strength and then I started to squeeze the device my left hand and pull and pull, and I felt I was going to make it. To all this, there was a voice that insistently said "change program! change program! change program!". The more I was fighting, the more it repeated "change program!", but nobody touched me, nobody tried to stop me. I got the information put to my mind, that I shouldn't do this, that they weren't done with me, that they were working on me, that they need to reprogram me. This was the most frightening situation of all this, I not even want to know they meant.
The voice saying "change program" wasn't unknown to me. It was the exact robotic voice that told me "for input" in the same very similar experience I mentioned before, after what a "person" put a little device on my left eye that electrified me and sent me with an electric shock back to my sofa.
Well, I made it. In the middle of the pulling, fighting and biting I suddenly detached from this place and I felt I was "absorbed" to my body, Like if my body had been there all the time but not my soul. I felt I joined my body with an aggression as if I just had an electrical shock that woke me up. I was in a panic, I was afraid that there would be consequences for me because I "escaped". I checked my body to see if it was me, saw my dog and I felt relieved that it was my dog and not someone else's. Like if it could be possible that I fail going back to my body and could have landed on someone else's body or in another parallel universe. Does it make sense? I have no idea why I had this feeling.
I noticed I had a bruise on my right leg (I will put the photo later if I find it) and many scratches. I was naked. I was so extremely tired, almost unbearably tired, I closed my eyes for a second and I immediately started seeing a wall which had an unknown language carved on it (also nothing new). Then, a very intense buzzing on my ears and inside my head "attacked me" and I knew they were trying to take me back. I was so scared like never before in my life. I almost felt I couldn't avoid it, it was so strong. I told them "I won't go back! Leave me alone!". That happened many times that day. Sometimes I thought I was going to lose it. I was in a panic for the whole day until about 19:00 hrs or so after I finally eat something. I think I had low blood sugar levels which explain the feeling of almost faint sometimes and the panic.
My thoughts right now (wrote about 10am):
1. I will never ever in my life sleep again
2. I'm afraid to watch see myself in the mirror
3. When I finally calm down, I would like to analyze all of this from a more rational approach
4. I'm afraid of everything
5. I need to talk to someone that can help me understand. I don't want to be alone (my husband was working out of the city this week)
6. I would prefer to don't know that this happened, this is too much
The next day, I wrote the actualization with more information and what happened the night after the abduction. I will translate it soon.
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