The source of everything, creating everything

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Translated on 10.09.2018 from Spanish from my original post "La fuente de todo lo que existe creando todo lo que existe" wrote 16.08.2018.

Something I don't use to do, but when I do it, something happens, is: to sleep during the day. Today I went for a nap and I can't even remember why. I didn't meditate or anything, but if you read the entries of the last days, you know that I'm producing a lot of DMT since a horrible event happened to me a week ago.

I found myself inside what I call "the source" of everything that exists (God, the sphere of dazzling darkness). You can read more about it by clicking here. I've been there a couple of times before and I've written about it but this is the first time I can remember how it looks inside, which I don't believe I can fairly describe (let just say it was like a pulsing and changing energy that is alive and contains everything that exists).

I started getting away from the center to the outside and an information appeared in my mind at the same time that it was shown to me graphically: "the more you get away from the source, the more creation there is". The more I moved away, the more things I saw being created and spreading from a lot of energy arms from the sphere to the outside. "The center of the Source is so intense and concentrated that there's no space to materialize things. It has to expand in order to be able to leave creation spreading all over during the expansion".

Imagine a Long Play (LP) 

At the center of the LP there's no music recorded. As you get away from the center the music starts and there's more and more surface the farther away from the center you are. Well, the same with the source but in 4 dimensions (Height, width, depth and time). A few days ago I got the information that we're living in the 4th dimension because the time needed to move within the other 3 dimensions is also a dimension, which many people don't take into account. 

I feel the necessity of explaining again in more details what I saw: As I was moving from the center to the outside and getting really far away from the sphere, I saw like arms of creating energy creating millions of Galaxies --> Stars --> Planets --> People --> Houses --> Flowers --> Cells... like the more far away it gets the more little and detailed things I saw.

A part of me was complaining "I don't want to get far away from the source, I want to be closer", but I continued being shown that if the source doesn't expand, if it doesn't use its freedom, there's no creation.

In the past, I've seen Energy getting into the source, myself and other beings in a non-physical state. I've seen myself going into the source after dying to a process of purification but I never saw anything getting out of it like this time. It would make sense if everything that gets in, get out again. Maybe every piece of energy that gets out to experience things, comes again to bring back the information and download it to the source.

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Past Lives (4) Attachment to the earthly

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27.11.2016 I was listening to a Past Life Regression Audio: I appeared in a scene. I was a man, I was alone, I was wearing a king of Spacesuit and I was in a kind of Space Station. I wasn't at this planet. It was somewhere else. I appeared in this emergency situation, I had to escape from the "Station", I found myself at the door and I jumped outside. Before I jumped I remember seeing the view from there, it was amazing. I saw the closest star from there (their sun), which was closer than our sun from us, and it looked like our sun looks like from here using a sun filter. Probably my helmet hat some kind of filter. I also saw an impressive beautiful Red Nebula.















So I jumped outside but I didn't escape as I wanted. There was some gravity and I fell on top of a metallic structure of the Station. I noticed then, what was happening. The station was falling to the planet, it got too close or something got wrong and it was pulled by the gravity of the planet and I was going to die there. The station started to spin uncontrolled, faster and faster and it got really hot and we (the station and me) just burned.


The guide of the hypnosis said: "now go 20 years in the future". I appeared floating beside a little child (about 1 year old) who was playing in a garden. I felt I was like an Orb, I decided to see the sky and to my surprise, there was a HUGE moon, like if our moon was 50 times closer, but I wasn't on earth.  

I realized that I wasn't the kid, I was the spirit of the Astronaut and the Kid was my Grandson. I was around him watching him and taking care of him. 

In this Regression and also in other experiences I had, I've learned that sometimes when we die we keep attached to the things/people we've left. We don't immediately forget who we were. We stay identified with the worldly things, or maybe with the love of our beloved. 

After that, we go further to a kind of purification process. We go to "The Source" (God?) and we stay there letting go all we carried until we get back to our pure state. When we are ready, we reincarnate.

Is it something good or bad, that some souls stay attached here? I don't have the answer to this question...


Past lives 1
Past Lives 2
Past Lives 3 - Time between 2 Lives

Between Lives - Past Lives (3)

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I was listening to a past life regression audio and I saw myself as an old >70 years old man. I was outside a little house, there were no more houses that I could see. I had no shoes. I remember a lot of details of this place but this is not the important thing to share. The important thing is what happened next.

The guide of the audio said: Now move 20 years in the future. I immediately found myself floating, surrounded by darkness. I remember I thought "this is it?" and something told me (not with voice) "relax, concentrate, be patient". I don't know how long it took but then I started seeing more. I was not alone, there I was surrounded by thousands of other souls and we were getting closer and closer to the source! There it was again! This massive Half-Sphere of glowing darkness, we were part of its glow. We were there moving extremely fast surrounding the sphere and the last thing I remember is being already inside of it, mixed with all this energy of which I was a tiny part. 

To read my first encounter with The Sphere (God, The Source) click: The First Connection

Why am i an Atheist? what is God?

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I am going to explain what I saw in my first experience. What I described as God in my Entry: THE FIRS CONNECTION and you will understand why I am an Atheist.

So, in this Meditative altered state of mind caused by a high production of natural-brain-DMT: I found myself in a place that I couldn't say if it was little, big or infinite. It wasn't tridimensional like our reality, it was something that my physical senses never experienced before. It was probably 4D or more.

At the center of this place, there was a huge sphere that spread black dazzling light, or dazzling darkness, or something I can't explain. It was dark and I felt it was spreading light but it was not a white light but a dark one that does not blind you. 

The Sphere was like half-buried in the ground, but I knew it was a Sphere. I could see it from the front, from the back, from inside and outside, from over and under at the same time from where I was. But not only the Sphere but also all the surfaces of this "room". That's why I had this multidimensional feeling. Everything was made of the same matter.

I knew that this sphere was not a "thing". When my grandmother took me there I felt I was there to understand "everything". This sphere was the source of all information, all energy, and all reality.

Why am I an Atheist?
I've always been an Atheist. Of course, until I was 16 I didn't know I was. I went to the church when my family brought me (fortunately very few times), I did my first communion, confirmation and all these things catholic kids have to do. I went there, I sit, I didn't ask questions... At some point I just realized that the people really believe all these things, it was like a shock in my head, thoughtly though "ohh! really? you really believe this?" I was like a zombie listening to things without paying real attention and without knowing why but as soon as I question myself I realized that was stupid and when I was 16 I told my family: "hey listen, I think you haven't realized that people really believe all these stories in the church. Have you ever think about it?" My parents where like "ummm... what are you talking about? the bible is the word of god" and I was like "omg, they are zombies like I was", o I just told them "ok, you can believe whatever you want, I'm out! I'm an atheist". They understood and never tried to change my mind.

What is God?

God is this that religions say he is. The one who is up there watching you and does nothing. This God doesn't exist. What indeed exist is a source of infinite knowledge that projects itself and create all that exist, through that, experience things, learn, create, expand and grow. Everything that every one of us learns and experiences, goes directly to the source. Every one of us and also everything (every material object) is a little part of this source, a littler bit of the energy of this source. If you want to call it God, go ahead. I personally think that the Word/concept of GOD is already too contaminated, mistreated, misused and corrupted by almost all religions. So, since now I'll call it THE SOURCE.

Each one of us can learn to have access to all the knowledge of the source. I still don't know how to do it every time I want, I don't know how to bring all the knowledge back here (usually when I wake up I forget almost everything), but I will continue trying. When you are in an altered state of mind all your question are answered. You just have to put your body to sleep and let your awareness active.

To learn how to meditate go to my Entry: HOW TO MEDITATE or read my personal MEDITATION TECHNIQUE.

Actualization: I recently saw the Sphere again. Read: Between Lives

The first "connection"

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The first time that I connected with meditation, so to speak, the first time i produced a lot of DMT i saw GOD (by the way i am an atheist and i continue to be an atheist, I explain why in another post "WHAT IS GOD" there iI descrive also what i saw on this first connection). My late grandmother showed him to me. It was too much for me, i couldn't stand it for more than 3 seconds, i opened my eyes and i was so scared, my heart was biting so fast that i was scared "what in this earth is happening???" but then i relaxed and said "ok, let's try again" and i closed my eyes and it was still there, and i again only watched for some seconds bevor i got too impressed and too scared and i said my grandmother (in my mind) please let's start slowly with this, this is too much, and then she said "ok , tomorrow you will be able to do something special, a prove that this is not in your mind, and i will be there to show you more and more things with the time".

Some days before this happened i was interested in the theme "Orbs" and i wanted so badly to be able to take Orbs photos but i couldn't. The next day after my grandmother "visited me" in my meditation i was in the garden and i had this feeling (not a voice in my head, just an understanding that come to my mind, it is always like this without voice) "hey! pick up the camera" i went to pick up my cell phone and then i got this: "no, the white camera!" and i said in my mind "but is broken since 2 months ago" and it felt again like "pick up the white camera". Well, i did it and it did work! i took 3 photos in the garden and i got the most amazing Orb i had ever seen at this moment, it was just amazing! it was outside in the daylight at 5:30pm it was unbelievable!

Since the next day, i take amazing orbs photos also under water, i speak with dead people, i have amazing meditation experiences, i take EBANIs photos, and more...
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My first Orb Photo /mi primera foto de un orbe