Past Lives (4) Attachment to the earthly

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27.11.2016 I was listening to a Past Life Regression Audio: I appeared in a scene. I was a man, I was alone, I was wearing a king of Spacesuit and I was in a kind of Space Station. I wasn't at this planet. It was somewhere else. I appeared in this emergency situation, I had to escape from the "Station", I found myself at the door and I jumped outside. Before I jumped I remember seeing the view from there, it was amazing. I saw the closest star from there (their sun), which was closer than our sun from us, and it looked like our sun looks like from here using a sun filter. Probably my helmet hat some kind of filter. I also saw an impressive beautiful Red Nebula.















So I jumped outside but I didn't escape as I wanted. There was some gravity and I fell on top of a metallic structure of the Station. I noticed then, what was happening. The station was falling to the planet, it got too close or something got wrong and it was pulled by the gravity of the planet and I was going to die there. The station started to spin uncontrolled, faster and faster and it got really hot and we (the station and me) just burned.


The guide of the hypnosis said: "now go 20 years in the future". I appeared floating beside a little child (about 1 year old) who was playing in a garden. I felt I was like an Orb, I decided to see the sky and to my surprise, there was a HUGE moon, like if our moon was 50 times closer, but I wasn't on earth.  

I realized that I wasn't the kid, I was the spirit of the Astronaut and the Kid was my Grandson. I was around him watching him and taking care of him. 

In this Regression and also in other experiences I had, I've learned that sometimes when we die we keep attached to the things/people we've left. We don't immediately forget who we were. We stay identified with the worldly things, or maybe with the love of our beloved. 

After that, we go further to a kind of purification process. We go to "The Source" (God?) and we stay there letting go all we carried until we get back to our pure state. When we are ready, we reincarnate.

Is it something good or bad, that some souls stay attached here? I don't have the answer to this question...


Past lives 1
Past Lives 2
Past Lives 3 - Time between 2 Lives

Between Lives - Past Lives (3)

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I was listening to a past life regression audio and I saw myself as an old >70 years old man. I was outside a little house, there were no more houses that I could see. I had no shoes. I remember a lot of details of this place but this is not the important thing to share. The important thing is what happened next.

The guide of the audio said: Now move 20 years in the future. I immediately found myself floating, surrounded by darkness. I remember I thought "this is it?" and something told me (not with voice) "relax, concentrate, be patient". I don't know how long it took but then I started seeing more. I was not alone, there I was surrounded by thousands of other souls and we were getting closer and closer to the source! There it was again! This massive Half-Sphere of glowing darkness, we were part of its glow. We were there moving extremely fast surrounding the sphere and the last thing I remember is being already inside of it, mixed with all this energy of which I was a tiny part. 

To read my first encounter with The Sphere (God, The Source) click: The First Connection

Natural DMT Trip 27.09.2016

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This time I listened to a binaural bits audio on the bed, I started seeing lots of images and I turned off the audio to concentrate better. It became suddenly very colorful, very beautiful, I can't describe this forms and shapes, it was almost like if I was seeing a kind of unknown(to me) scriptures in white color but on the top of that, a kind of "decoration" with some colorful characters. 

At this point when I see things I never have a sense of time, so I can't say how long it was but after a while, this disappeared and another "thing" came to me. It was a kind of entity, it was interacting with me but the weird thing is that it was shaped like a cross,  but every side was equally long, and it was constantly emitting energy from every side.


It was not a sharp thing, it was always changing and moving. It was there like trying to tell me something without speaking, I understood like "hey wanna see something cool? follow me!" I answered "of course!", and it started emitting like visible circular sound waves from its 4 sides.  The more I concentrated and relaxed, the more intense it got until it kind of transported me to other realms.

I remember I was in manny different places with this entity, but I only remember a few details, like always. The first place we were, was in the space, close to our sun. He showed me a trajectory around the sun and away from the sun that started exactly where it was at this point. I understood that it had to travel like this around our sun, but I didn't understand if it was trying to say that it is a planet or something else. I remember I asked questions and it answered, I even remember that it put written words in front of me to make clear I get what it was telling me and I just can't remember what it said! I get so frustrated after every DMT trip because you get a lot of wisdom and you can't take it all back to this reality :(


ACTUALIZATION: on 25.11.2016 about 5am I saw the Cross again. I couldn't sleep, so I was listening to a Binaural Beats Audio. As it finished I was falling asleep but then for some reason I told myself, focus on Seeing (Like I explained on my Post: My Meditation Technique), and there it was, I saw the Cross and I thought "oh, you are there!" and I felt it told me "I'm always here, Let's go". And it brought me to show me something. I can't remember anything else.

Natural DMT trip 06.07.2016

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The morning of 08.07.2016 after I slept the whole night, without waking up, without meditating or anything, I just realize that my body was vibrating extremely (like every time just before a DMT flight). I felt that I was somehow invited to a trip. I decided to "accept the invitation" and to follow the flow of this experience so to speak. The I realized I was flying in the tunnel that brings me outside of my body. I had to fly faster but I got unconcentrated or something and it slowed down and the vibration stopped. Then I had this thought "I need to learn how to drive my soul and go faster on the tunnel" and immediately it was shown to me a car! and it was like "of course, what a good idea", in this moment I appeared inside of the car, driving it, and driving in this tunnel and it was so easy, but then the car disappeared, it was like to show me how to drive myself. I forgot to mention that in this tunnel no only the vibration was very extreme but also the noise, like this ringing in the ears. After a while I did it, I was outside of this tunnel and the noise and the vibration stopped and I was in this beautiful place, like a park with lots of kids playing and having fun. After a while I appeared in a kind of lake, I was all the time "flying" but it felt more like floating in the air and also controlling if I wanted to move anywhere. The lake had lots of trees ON it, coming up from the water. I am sure this was not on this planet because of the environment there, the colors, the atmosphere, etc. 

Then I appeared in a kind of room or dimension where every surface had a pattern of brights geometric shapes that constantly changed colors and emanate light. There was a kind of stage where a man was giving a kind of speech, he was dressed like "Napoleon Bonaparte", I was directly in front of him but he couldn't see me and I couldn't see whom he was talking to but I had this feeling that he was talking to a lot of people.

My husband waked me up unintentionally und I felt like I was pulled down to my body from a huge distance in very show time. In fact in happened twice that I was awakened but it was both times very easy to "go back". The next 2 time I didn't need the tunnel because once a man and once a woman picked me up. They came and invited me "follow me" and when I decided to fly after them I was suddenly pulled out of my body and started other experiences like seeing myself in the bed. I don't remember everything but it was amazing and exciting!

If you want to produce a lot of DMT in your brain to have these experiences, I recommend you to read:  How do I produce so much DMT