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To keep the privacy of those involved I will use: "_he_", "my friend", "his brother", etc.
Somebody close to my died some years ago.
A few days after my first initiation on the "paranormal" (read THE FIRST CONNECTION), something happened to me that made me realize that I can communicate with dead people besides my late Grandmother.
A friend of mine, brother of my dead friend, say hi! to me in WhatsApp. Seconds later he was there, sitting on the sofa close to me. He was of course not there physically, I did not even saw him, I just know he was sitting there, it's impossible to explain. I didn't freak out, I asked him "what are you doing here?" and I just felt he was telling me something and I explained to his brother in WhatsApp immediately. He wanted to reincarnate but he wanted to know if the family agreed with that. His brother, who, to my surprise, believed me immediately, asked me to tell him that they just want him to alright and happy.
In this moment my mother came to the living room and told me, that my 6-year-old niece was in her room repeating a word. The word that my late friend used to call me. She, my little niece didn't know this Nickname. We asked her why was she repeating this word for 2 minutes and she said: "I don't know". I told my mother what just happened before she came to tell me that and she was shocked.
My niece, which is also the goddaughter of my late friend, is a genius and I use to explain her things as if she was a very open mind adult. So, I told her I think we can communicate with dead people if we concentrate and relax. The next day we were in the garden and suddenly she said: "I think my godfather is here, take a picture of me with him" I did and besides her was an Orb. Next thing she said was "He says he want to come back, I want him to come back, I miss him". I didn't tell me until this moment what he told me the day before.
Buy the most impressive thing was still about to happen this same day:
It was already late night, I was meditating on the bed like I always do. when I was really deep he appeared, this time I could really see him and hear him, of course with my eyes closed, exactly like in a dream. He told me he wanted to show me something and brought me to hs funeral. I didn't go to his funeral because I was in Germany. This time I was there, in the past, with him showing me his funeral. He was happy, he made jokes about how handsome he was and that he don't have to shave twice a day to look so good now. After that, he gave me a lot of messages for some family members and friends. And the last thing he said was: I'm going to reincarnate soon, I'll come inside the belly of the wife of my little brother.
The next day I told everything to his brother, not the little brother but the one I was in chatting in WhatsApp with. I remember he said: "I don't think so, but ok". 5 days later she (the wife of his littler brother) made a pregnancy test and was positive. He wrote me so excited, I was really happy to confirm I was not crazy hahahahaha.
Well, another thing happened. I had this feeling that my dead friend was telling me "the baby will die, tell them not to worry, I'll be back again" but I wasn't so sure. I guess, since he was inside the new body he couldn't communicate so directly as before. I asked my mother what should I do, how can I tell somebody "hey, your baby is going to die". My mom said: "don't you dare!". So we hoped it was just an interference, contamination with fantasies/dreams, etc. But a couple of weeks later he appeared very clearly again, I didn't understand what he was trying to say but he mention the name of the wife of his brother, not the littler brother but the other one. So, I wrote him: "hey, I just wanted to know if everything is ok". Your brother contacted me again, i don't know what was he doing outside his new body", and he answered "bad news, the baby is dead".
I explained to him that I knew it, I felt so bad, I still feel so bad... I hope he's back soon again. Since this day I blocked almost all contact, even with my grandmother, I just got a little traumatuzed. I don't want to cause pain.
Soy doctora en medicina, abducida desde mi infancia, contactada por seres que interactúan conmigo de forma interdimensional. En este blog escribo mis experiencias y los mensajes que recibo durante mis meditaciones y contactos. Todo esto y más es posible gracias a la producción de altas cantidades de DMT naturalmente en nuestra glándula pineal. Comienza con la entrada: "Cómo produzco tanta DMT?". Aquí debajo te dejo el link a la LISTA DE TODAS LAS ENTRADDAS DEL BLOG.
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sábado, 12 de noviembre de 2016
jueves, 20 de octubre de 2016
How to meditate
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I will answer in this entry, some of the most important questions that were made to me on Youtube last month. Basically, everybody wants to know how do I achieve all of this.
- First of all, I want to tell you that you and every living person on this planet have the potential to experience extrasensory perceptions (what for me means to experience things -NOT through our physical senses-). When you understand this, you are already closer to be successful.
- Our goal is: to put your body to sleep, to put your mind to sleep (the part of your mind that thinks in problems, remember, process the things you experienced the whole day, etc.) and let the soul awake. You should try to stay aware of where your soul goes. That's not easy, I won't lie to you, before you achieve that, you will fall asleep many times. I do not achieve this all the time, but sometimes I do, I keep my awareness while my body sleeps and it is wonderful.
- I do not consider myself an expert, I can't prove you or assure you anything of what I am going to tell you, I can just share with you my experiences and what the meant to me. I think that every person should find the most comfortable way for themselves to achieve this altered state of mind and physical detachment.
- You should try and save (in my case in a Youtube Playlist) the Audios that work for you. You should try Binaural Bits, Isochronic Tones, Solfeggio Frequencies, Guided Meditation, Guided Autohypnosis, Non-Guided Meditation/Hypnose, in the darkness, with daylight, lying, seated, with no Audio. You will find what works for you.
- You should know what you are looking for when you meditate. Pay attention to see, to feel, to hear, whatever that comes to you. I personally try not to move, not to think, not to fear, to don't have any pride, to release the Ego. Search in Youtube "What is the Ego" (especially the explanation of the Buddhist Monks). When you detach yourself from the Ego you find the connection with yourself. Be patience, be humble, don't expect, let it happen...
- Search in Youtube "what is meditation", "How to meditate", "Meditation techniques", there are so many different ways to meditate. I personally created my own method. If you want to know my method go to the entry: HOW DO I PRODUCE SO MUCH DMT
I will answer in this entry, some of the most important questions that were made to me on Youtube last month. Basically, everybody wants to know how do I achieve all of this.
- First of all, I want to tell you that you and every living person on this planet have the potential to experience extrasensory perceptions (what for me means to experience things -NOT through our physical senses-). When you understand this, you are already closer to be successful.
- Our goal is: to put your body to sleep, to put your mind to sleep (the part of your mind that thinks in problems, remember, process the things you experienced the whole day, etc.) and let the soul awake. You should try to stay aware of where your soul goes. That's not easy, I won't lie to you, before you achieve that, you will fall asleep many times. I do not achieve this all the time, but sometimes I do, I keep my awareness while my body sleeps and it is wonderful.
- I do not consider myself an expert, I can't prove you or assure you anything of what I am going to tell you, I can just share with you my experiences and what the meant to me. I think that every person should find the most comfortable way for themselves to achieve this altered state of mind and physical detachment.
- You should try and save (in my case in a Youtube Playlist) the Audios that work for you. You should try Binaural Bits, Isochronic Tones, Solfeggio Frequencies, Guided Meditation, Guided Autohypnosis, Non-Guided Meditation/Hypnose, in the darkness, with daylight, lying, seated, with no Audio. You will find what works for you.
- You should know what you are looking for when you meditate. Pay attention to see, to feel, to hear, whatever that comes to you. I personally try not to move, not to think, not to fear, to don't have any pride, to release the Ego. Search in Youtube "What is the Ego" (especially the explanation of the Buddhist Monks). When you detach yourself from the Ego you find the connection with yourself. Be patience, be humble, don't expect, let it happen...
- Search in Youtube "what is meditation", "How to meditate", "Meditation techniques", there are so many different ways to meditate. I personally created my own method. If you want to know my method go to the entry: HOW DO I PRODUCE SO MUCH DMT
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viernes, 12 de agosto de 2016
More Past Lives (2)
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Last night I used this audio to go to sleep https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgFDSLSv-Po&index=33&list=PLNANFNZRohdSlj1i-niAKkxkmYQONDOc9 and I was very successful this time.

In the first life I saw last night: it was in the 30's and I was in Vietnam in a beautiful little poor villa at the beach, my parents were working with some fish. My father had fished. I felt I was 8 years old, I had a little sister. Then the voice said "go 20 years in the future" and I found myself as an adult holding a gun, I was scared and I had the feeling I was in a war. Of course I know that there was a war in Vietnam but I didn't know in which year, so a googled it today and it fits, as a child in the 30's there was no war but 20 years later the war was on. It's pretty amazing.
Then I went to another life, I remember being the daughter of a very rich man, I lived in a castle and I had a very beautiful dress on and it was not a special event, just at home. I was brought to an experience when an "old man" (40 or so) was trying to abuse me, but someone heard me screaming for help and helped me. I recognized the abuser as someone on my present life which I prefer not to tell because he has never done anything wrong to me in my present life.
I don't remember anything else but I know I saw another couple of lives.
This time was the first time I saw human past lives. To read about my other past life regressions where I found out about animal lives click HERE, or HERE if you want to read about my latest experience with the Regressive Hypnosis where I experienced the time between 2 lives!
Last night I used this audio to go to sleep https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgFDSLSv-Po&index=33&list=PLNANFNZRohdSlj1i-niAKkxkmYQONDOc9 and I was very successful this time.

In the first life I saw last night: it was in the 30's and I was in Vietnam in a beautiful little poor villa at the beach, my parents were working with some fish. My father had fished. I felt I was 8 years old, I had a little sister. Then the voice said "go 20 years in the future" and I found myself as an adult holding a gun, I was scared and I had the feeling I was in a war. Of course I know that there was a war in Vietnam but I didn't know in which year, so a googled it today and it fits, as a child in the 30's there was no war but 20 years later the war was on. It's pretty amazing.
Then I went to another life, I remember being the daughter of a very rich man, I lived in a castle and I had a very beautiful dress on and it was not a special event, just at home. I was brought to an experience when an "old man" (40 or so) was trying to abuse me, but someone heard me screaming for help and helped me. I recognized the abuser as someone on my present life which I prefer not to tell because he has never done anything wrong to me in my present life.
I don't remember anything else but I know I saw another couple of lives.
This time was the first time I saw human past lives. To read about my other past life regressions where I found out about animal lives click HERE, or HERE if you want to read about my latest experience with the Regressive Hypnosis where I experienced the time between 2 lives!
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DMT trip,
guided meditation,
Meditation,
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miércoles, 10 de agosto de 2016
My past lives (1)
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I tried months ago and never worked but now it's finally working "Past life regression". I was inspired by a recent video of Shaman Oaks (a Youtuber which I am subscribed to). He was talking about an experience he had using the hypnosis audio of Dr. Bryan Weiss (which I tried last year with no success) and I just got interested in reading the book "Many lives, many masters" by Dr. Weiss. So, I read the book and somehow it changed everything, it opened something or connected something in me, I can't explain it but now I can use any past life regression audio, or I can just meditate as always and try to go to a past life and it just works (almost every time). The problem is that I fell asleep very fast, I can't control it to stay and experience things and remember a lot... I just remember some things the next day.
Up to now, I've found out that I was a Fish, a Cocodrile, a flying Dinosaur, a Fly (are you serious?....a Fly?) and another kind of insect. I haven't seen any sign that I was a human bevor. I know for a fact that I was, in another life, I was the mother of who is now my niece (but that's another story) but I haven't "seen" this life with my own eyes (or my 3rd eye... whatever). I'll keep trying! I have to see my human lives! ;)
I have to say I am very inspired by Dr. Weiss. I always wanted to be a hypnotherapist and I haven't done anything to achieve that, which is stupid, but this is going to change. I am already a medical resident in Psychiatry, so I choosed the right specialty and I have to find the time to make this extra sub-specialty in hypnosis, and I don't need to say that I absolutely am going to try the past life regression trauma therapy that Dr. Weiss discovered by accident when he was still skeptic.
Actualization: I've already seen human past lives, go to my post: Other past lives
I tried months ago and never worked but now it's finally working "Past life regression". I was inspired by a recent video of Shaman Oaks (a Youtuber which I am subscribed to). He was talking about an experience he had using the hypnosis audio of Dr. Bryan Weiss (which I tried last year with no success) and I just got interested in reading the book "Many lives, many masters" by Dr. Weiss. So, I read the book and somehow it changed everything, it opened something or connected something in me, I can't explain it but now I can use any past life regression audio, or I can just meditate as always and try to go to a past life and it just works (almost every time). The problem is that I fell asleep very fast, I can't control it to stay and experience things and remember a lot... I just remember some things the next day.
Up to now, I've found out that I was a Fish, a Cocodrile, a flying Dinosaur, a Fly (are you serious?....a Fly?) and another kind of insect. I haven't seen any sign that I was a human bevor. I know for a fact that I was, in another life, I was the mother of who is now my niece (but that's another story) but I haven't "seen" this life with my own eyes (or my 3rd eye... whatever). I'll keep trying! I have to see my human lives! ;)
I have to say I am very inspired by Dr. Weiss. I always wanted to be a hypnotherapist and I haven't done anything to achieve that, which is stupid, but this is going to change. I am already a medical resident in Psychiatry, so I choosed the right specialty and I have to find the time to make this extra sub-specialty in hypnosis, and I don't need to say that I absolutely am going to try the past life regression trauma therapy that Dr. Weiss discovered by accident when he was still skeptic.
Actualization: I've already seen human past lives, go to my post: Other past lives
domingo, 10 de julio de 2016
How do I produce so much DMT (My meditation Technique)
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The best I can do for you to understand how it all started is to tell you everything that I've done or happened to me since I started meditating:
1. I have always been able to lucid dreaming, I don't know why or how, so I can't help you with that.
2. I had a Burnout (Stress Overload), I quit my job and went to my family in my country to relax 5 months bevor I came back to Germany. I wasn't able to sleep, I was nervous all the time, I needed to relax and I thought I should try meditation for the first time. So, I went to youtube and wrote guided meditation for sleep. It worked immediately, I just did what the guide said and I tried different audios every night, all of them worked. I was sleeping really good and I started feeling better.
3. I started getting interested on how does meditation works, I read about DMT, I learned about a lot of new things like orbs, astral projection, remote viewing, and read a lot about things I was always interested on, like telekinesis, UFOs, psychic abilities, life after dead, etc. I found out that everything is related. If we produce a lot of DMT should be able to connect a lot more with other realities. So, I searched for the best way to produce DMT and I found about Solfeggio frequencies, isochronic tones and binaural bits.
4. So, I started every night using all this kind of frequencies, all solfeggios, binaural bits and isochronic tones and also became follow a person on YouTube who has the gift of photographing orbs (goforitRANDY Channel). I found a video of him
where he helps other people to get this gift too. He asks the orbs to show themselves to the person who is watching the video and allow him/her to take photos, etc. I tried after watching the video but it didn't work this night, one night later boom! happened my big initiation! The first connection! (read my post: THE FIRST CONNECTION). I really think this video worked and also to watch many other videos of this channel helped a lot to understand more about interdimensional beings.
* I guess it all came to me because I wanted it so badly and asked for it in a very relaxed state of mind (or altered state of mind). I wanted to be able to experience things I believe in and not everybody experience, in fact, things that most of the people doesn't believe in*
5. After this life changing experience, I wanted more and I didn't get much, most of the times. I needed to focus more and relax more. I read that you have to let your body sleep and keep your mind awake and that's not easy, so how do I do it?: After trying a for months I've found the best way for me personally, to produce a lot of DMT:
- I go to bed feeling good, not hungry, not angry with anybody, peacefully.
- I listen to a Meditation music with headphones (not guided meditation) and try every night a different one, sometimes solfeggio, sometimes only isochronic, etc. But never guided anymore(ok, sometimes guided past life regression). It should be a short audio, for me not longer than 30 minutes, sometimes I just need 10 minutes. If it's too long I sleep.
- After the audio is over I try not to move or anything and focus on seeing with the eyes closed. That's the most important part. I can't achieve anything if I don't focus on seeing. If you have patience you will start seeing something.
-At the same time that I try to see, I focus on the sound of my tinnitus (ringing/buzzing in the ears), yes... I don't know if everybody has that, but in my case is extremely loud, especially when I meditate or where any soul wants to get in contact with me.
- At this point it is very difficult to stay awake, the focusing on seeing/listening can make you sleep in 5 seconds but you have to try and try to stay awake. What it in fact happened is that I sleep and some seconds later I force myself to wake up (when I realize that I'm dreaming) I say to myself "ohh no, I am dreaming, I have to wake up" and it happens about 20 times in a couple of minutes, every time I came back from dreaming and start focusing on seeing, I see amazing things like mandalas of many colours, people faces, nice geometric shapes, and sometimes, if I am lucky, I am so connected that I can do a real DMT trip and travel somewhere and learn things.
The best I can do for you to understand how it all started is to tell you everything that I've done or happened to me since I started meditating:
1. I have always been able to lucid dreaming, I don't know why or how, so I can't help you with that.
2. I had a Burnout (Stress Overload), I quit my job and went to my family in my country to relax 5 months bevor I came back to Germany. I wasn't able to sleep, I was nervous all the time, I needed to relax and I thought I should try meditation for the first time. So, I went to youtube and wrote guided meditation for sleep. It worked immediately, I just did what the guide said and I tried different audios every night, all of them worked. I was sleeping really good and I started feeling better.
3. I started getting interested on how does meditation works, I read about DMT, I learned about a lot of new things like orbs, astral projection, remote viewing, and read a lot about things I was always interested on, like telekinesis, UFOs, psychic abilities, life after dead, etc. I found out that everything is related. If we produce a lot of DMT should be able to connect a lot more with other realities. So, I searched for the best way to produce DMT and I found about Solfeggio frequencies, isochronic tones and binaural bits.
4. So, I started every night using all this kind of frequencies, all solfeggios, binaural bits and isochronic tones and also became follow a person on YouTube who has the gift of photographing orbs (goforitRANDY Channel). I found a video of him
where he helps other people to get this gift too. He asks the orbs to show themselves to the person who is watching the video and allow him/her to take photos, etc. I tried after watching the video but it didn't work this night, one night later boom! happened my big initiation! The first connection! (read my post: THE FIRST CONNECTION). I really think this video worked and also to watch many other videos of this channel helped a lot to understand more about interdimensional beings.
* I guess it all came to me because I wanted it so badly and asked for it in a very relaxed state of mind (or altered state of mind). I wanted to be able to experience things I believe in and not everybody experience, in fact, things that most of the people doesn't believe in*
5. After this life changing experience, I wanted more and I didn't get much, most of the times. I needed to focus more and relax more. I read that you have to let your body sleep and keep your mind awake and that's not easy, so how do I do it?: After trying a for months I've found the best way for me personally, to produce a lot of DMT:
- I go to bed feeling good, not hungry, not angry with anybody, peacefully.
- I listen to a Meditation music with headphones (not guided meditation) and try every night a different one, sometimes solfeggio, sometimes only isochronic, etc. But never guided anymore(ok, sometimes guided past life regression). It should be a short audio, for me not longer than 30 minutes, sometimes I just need 10 minutes. If it's too long I sleep.
- After the audio is over I try not to move or anything and focus on seeing with the eyes closed. That's the most important part. I can't achieve anything if I don't focus on seeing. If you have patience you will start seeing something.
-At the same time that I try to see, I focus on the sound of my tinnitus (ringing/buzzing in the ears), yes... I don't know if everybody has that, but in my case is extremely loud, especially when I meditate or where any soul wants to get in contact with me.
- At this point it is very difficult to stay awake, the focusing on seeing/listening can make you sleep in 5 seconds but you have to try and try to stay awake. What it in fact happened is that I sleep and some seconds later I force myself to wake up (when I realize that I'm dreaming) I say to myself "ohh no, I am dreaming, I have to wake up" and it happens about 20 times in a couple of minutes, every time I came back from dreaming and start focusing on seeing, I see amazing things like mandalas of many colours, people faces, nice geometric shapes, and sometimes, if I am lucky, I am so connected that I can do a real DMT trip and travel somewhere and learn things.
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binaural bits,
burnout,
dimethyltryptamine,
dmt,
dmt production,
DMT trip,
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guided meditation,
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lucid dream,
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